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U1196563227 08/24/23
So I used to have anorexia about 2 years ago when I was 16. I was obsessed with calorie counting and ab workouts and gym videos. I was under 100 lbs when I was forced into rehab by my family. I “recovered” but I feel that recently (the past few months) i’ve become very aware that my weight has spiraled in the other direction I used to have a six pack and now I weigh 147lbs and couldn’t feel worse ab myself. I want to lose some weight without letting it take over my life I want to stop when I get to 125-130 because I know i have a lot of muscle mass and anything under that will leave me feeling cold and hungry and weak. I’m really nervous that my life will be taken over by my disorder again but I just can’t stand the sight of my own body. ✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻

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