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U2698754 10/15/13
I turned 40 in May. I am 6-3, have lifted weights for over 20 years soI do have muscle. I thinkI should be 240-250. In 03 I had a partial removal of a brain tumor, frontal lobe. The frontal lobe controls behavior and ambition. In 2009 I had a second surgery. I really don't want to make excuses but ever since that surgery I have gone downhill. I am on Zoloft and depakote which may not help. I am now pushing 300 pounds. 300 pounds! I mean I never thought I would get that heavy in my wildest dreams. I always wanted to gain muscle but 300 pounds is crippling. I have bone on bone in my knee and can't keep up with my kids. If I could cry I would. I have enact this weight you kind of get used to it or accept it. I should be pissed and get to work. I am a good looking guy but this weight really sets me back a peg or 2. I used to do cross country in high school. I hear that your metabolism slows down. How much does it slow down? I am hurt and have no one to talk to. My wife is in the same boat and we don't help each other. She says the same things land it doesn't click with me. I thinkI need to be motivated for myself.

Its_sheri 10/28/13 replied to U2698754
Take a look at www.1stpersonaldiet.com. I am using that program. I wish you both success. (I just turned 40 too, it sux). haha

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